Hey.

I have actually forgotten the existence of this. Life does not seem as interesting as it used to be, a tad too quiet but surprisingly, for starters, I am adapting quite well. I managed to get off Facebook (not that I was a slave to it) too and it has been deactivated for quite some time now.

I have been resisting the urge to splurge very well. I used to spend up to a few hundreds but thank God for the fasting month (I am home 98% of the time) that at the end of two weeks, I am still left with more than three fourths of my monthly allowance. At times it makes me feel depressed you know, because I do not get to buy something.

So... Instead of spending money on unnecessary items, I bought books from Amazon instead. Not forgetting a Lamb of God 3-CD Anthology which I bought for the fun of it. I do not know of people who still buy CDs though. Ha. Anyway, my hands are itching to bake even though I just did a few days ago. The Ben&Jerry's? The Madam in the house has been nagging about the ice-cream maker which I think I have only used twice. God knows how long it has been hibernating inside the store room.

I think it is now time for me to curb my spending and save for end of the year. I have been procrastinating and so much for starting at the beginning of the year. I am left with roughly four more months and hope that I would be able to save up the desired amount. I hope.

On a different note, it is going to be a month soon. How times flies.. Also, I am already halfway through my tertiary education life. After a year and half, I still do not know how and why I ended up in a Science course! Can you believe it? How I wish I had taken up something else.

While waiting for my night class to start the other day, a middle-aged man came, settled down in the empty seat next to me and started talking. I did not get what he was trying to say and you might have guessed it, it definitely fell on deaf ears. I wished he would go away because I did not really wish to talk to anybody. I tried to be engrossed in my novel but ended up reading the same lines over and over again. He did not give up. He then started talking about opportunities and chances. 'Most opportunities and chances come by once and it is up to you to make full use of it.' I turned to him and gave a half-hearted smile because that was the only thing I could afford to do.

Believing can be fatal at times. Maybe what he said was true. Maybe it was not. Just maybe..